Anthony Indihar

   Hi honey,

   Mommy misses you so much. All I keep praying is that God will let me see you one more time. I would give anything to see you, hear you, hold you, play with you, the list goes on and on. I know you are safe in heaven and having fun up there waiting for me. Im sure you can see us and hear us, so you know that we felt you with us when Bushia was dying. Even though I feel you a lot, your daddy felt you this time too.  That made him soo happy. We know that you came here to take Bushia to heaven. Im sure she was so happy to see you waiting for her. She loves you so much. Im glad that you have your Bushia and that the two of you will be able to celebrate your birthday together. Please give her a kiss for us and bunches of kisses for you buddy. I love you with all my heart and look forward to seeing you again. 
                                         All My Love,
                                               Mommy xoxoxox

Hi Boobs, its mommy

 I just want to tell you how much I love you. Im really missing you today. Were going to the pool and I wish you were coming with. Everytime we do something I always imagine what you would be doing. Would you be splashing in the shallow end or would you be jumping in my arms? I wish I could catch you and hear you laugh. Its so hard. Everyday is different though. Somedays are easy and thats when I believe you are with me. I cant wait to be with you. I look so forward to the day I can hold you. Kiss you, play with you and hear your laugh. Until that day comes I will forever be talking about you and to you. I love you so much. Mwah xoxoxo